I really don't know but suddenly i miss you. I miss you texting me. I miss your Good morning/Good night texts. I miss our jokes. I miss talking to you. I miss our "tampuhans". I miss your emojis. I miss wishing you luck before your game. I miss our late night talks. But then again, the real question is do i really miss you or do i miss the things that you do?

I feel like i'm just missing the things that we do. I couldn't be inlove with him. Hell no. It was like what? two weeks or more? Pshh just the usual fling. But i think i kinda got attached to him. Well who wouldn't be? After talking with him on a daily basis, texting during classes, talking on the weekends, the late night convos. Maybe i just like someone who likes talking to me or someone who's willing to pay their attention to me? Idk. Maybe i'm just inlove with the idea of being inlove.

So fucking pissed at how my grad pic and creative shot turned out. It was a total fail, i want to turn back time and change what happened. All of my batchmates got cute creative shots while i got this trash worthy pic. I hope the photographer's computer and camera would crash or something so we can have another take on our pics.

(Maye,Migs, Jerome,Me)

The best-est seatmates ever! They're one of the reasons why i actually like going to school and i just can't get enough with them! Will surely miss these weirdos after graduation :( 

Ever since the day our sembreak started all i could think about is re-arranging my room, start doing my pola-wall,read books and just sleep all day. 

Well yesterday evening we just got home from camarines sur (i'll be blogging our trip as soon as i upload the photos hah) and i've finshed reading 'love,rosie' 

I know it sucks i'm reading through ibooks and i'm missing the true art of reading a book, but hey atleast it's handy. 

Earlier today I started to re-arrange my room and put up my pola-wall. I'm thinking about tearing down my 1D poster so i can put more polariods on my bedroom wall in the future but i just can't. It's like i'm attached to it or something.

I also changed my sheets. You can obviously see my love for the color pink.

Oh and lastly i'm saving money again so i can go out with my friends,buy films, books,gifts and other stuff.

So far this has been the most productive sembreak ever and i'm really proud.

We had our Rosary rally at school today. I went to school around 8-ish cause i printed our filipino chapter II-thesis. It was basically chill until we were asked to go to the complex area for the said event. Me and my fellow girls scouts had our spotlight moment we were asked to throw flower petals at mama mary and we were seated at the center of the big circle. I also wasted the last 5 rainbow film.                                                            

        

A very fail group shot :-( i'm still keeping this though cause i'm gonna be putting these rainbow films in order on my bedroom wall.

I finally got my instax mini 50s thanks to my dad who just came home from australia. I'm so excited to use this baby especially now, cause i'll be graduating in less than 5 months. I can't wait to start capturing some unforgettable memories!

Currently studying for the 2nd quarter long tests on tuesday. i wasn't contented with the grades i got last quarter (especially physics) so  i've been studying hard this weekend and since cheering trainings are coming up i'm trying to balance it with my school works. Hope it all works out Good luck to me! 

I just realized how lucky and blessed i am for having them as my group of friends, and i thank God everyday for giving me this blessing. I just realized how important they are to me and how i want to spend every second being with them, making new memories. For the past few days i've felt so broken and hurt by a stupid guy who wasn't even worth it, these guys were there for me, they were there for me in my darkest days and i love them so much for comforting and caring for me. They make me so happy and they're the reason why i want to go to school everyday. I only have 7 months of senior year and i want to spend it with these guys.

~i don't know who is this but he ruined the shot lol~

Another problem we encountered is that we couldn't wear T-shirts lol so we were forced to wear our bikinis too much skin omg. We played a lot of games and everything and lorence and russel lift me into 2nd level *hearts* But pau didn't upload the pic huhuhu. We stayed at the place up until 4:30 then we walked from san juanico to the nearest jeepney station. We went to town then Me, Erwin, Rain,Luke,Jhona,Sam and neil ate at Mcdonalds.

~ no neil awwww~

After eating Me,Sam,Erwin and Neil commuted home. Thank you Neil and Erwin for accompanying Me and Sam home thank God we weren't raped.

To sum up the day here is an instagram picture that i posted. Gonna miss these weirdos and our daily kwentuhan sesh huhuhuh i hope that we can be classmates again love you all mwaaaah :* 

Reading all these books. This books were a present from my mom during my birthday last february.

~ this is an old pic, my wreck this journal is currently in a devastating stage ~

Wreck this journal. Now that school is out of the way i can totally work on this. This book is by keri smith and it's really fun cause you get to do the things written on the pages like "step on this page" "colour outside the lines" basically you are gonna destroy this book, that's why it's entitled "wreck this journal". it's up to you on how you're gonna destroy it, there is no wrong or right way to do it you just got set free and as keri said " To create is to destroy ".

~just to let you know that this photo was taken during the first time i made this coin bank lels~

Spend this. Since i don't want to spend on buying a piggy bank I made my own version, I made it the Kate way. Been saving money since february started cause i know that during the summer I'll be broke because my parents wouldn't give me allowance *cries*. Planning on spending this babies by going out with friends, buying stuff and whatnot.

~ credits to the rightful owner of this pic~

Working out. I need to work out cause I want that VS model body goddamit and i really want to be fab and perf when i go back to school so all the people would stare at me and be like "Woah" with matching jaw drops hahaha as if.

Have a TV series marathon. And lastly to end this post i want to be able to catch up with my favourite tv series like the pretty little liars and the walking dead. I'm also planning to watch some new tv series like Skins uk.

~ Me and Rain waiting for our food~

I haven't had the chance to take a picture of the wonderful pork chop because we were to hungry. After eating at Atoy's we went to Tea talk, it was our first time to try their milk tea so we were a bit hesitant to buy, we ordered the usual Wintermelon milk tea. sadly they haven't cooked the pearls yet awww.

After Tea talk we headed to Larcy's. Finally after months of wanting to go to the famous larcy's I finally saw it in real life and i actually went inside. The place was so cute and convenient, ordered the famous Pink velvet while Rain ordered the Toblerone cheesecake.

~ toblerone cheesecake~

~Pink Velvet~

~Pink water bottle~

I love how the place looks so girly and cute, I will surely comeback for more. I'm really thankful for rain and the adventures we made. I hope that i get to go on a lot of adventures and food trips like this one with her in the future or maybe with more people.